It's almost a month without any entries.
And today, may be better than yesterday and the day before - our fifth day in the new Masihi year 2012.
About a month to go before Maryam started her new era, kindergarten year insyaAllah. She will turn 4 this year insyaAllah. And really looking forward for it and really excited to meet her new teacher and friends.
But for me, I've mixed feelings. Of course, am happy for her; as she will starts socialising, learning around with friends. But deep down in my heart, I don't want her to grow so fast! Huhu..I just missed her being a baby, cuddling in my arms, breastfeeding etc. Oh, I really missed those moments. It's not that I can't do that ie cuddling and manja2 with her (obviously not bf at this age!), but it's just she's grown up now. She a big girl now insyaAllah, and hoping to cope well with her school, challenges ahead of her. May Allah guide her and us to the right path ALWAYS and wherever we go. Ameen.
Will story again on her new school later insyaAllah.